Wednesday, October 29

F.Y.I : History Repeats Itself

Okay so Im at work and I came across a good point concerning Beyonce's new video "Single Ladies" on another blog website.
If anyone knows me they would know that I am in fact a Beyonce fan although I will never hesitate to point out some of her uncreative moments such like today. For those that didnt know like I obviously didnt lol...She clearly reused moves in her video from the 60s Bob Fosse. Again I am a fan but facts are facts. =)Take a look



Sunday, October 26

Seasons

Which one are we in you ask
I’m not exactly sure, but with time it’ll change
Suddenly just as it did almost 10 years ago
Hopefully next time it'll be in our favor
I know things are different now
We have some of our own leaves to shed
It’s only natural.
But as hard as it is it’s out of our hands
Destiny isn’t within our reach
So ill patiently welcome the change
Accepting my own transformation as well as yours
Sooner then later. It’ll be spring again.

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Friday, October 24

Hunger

“Packing up my shh and I'm going real far
Going off to Hollywood to be a big star
There's nothing here for me so I gotta move fast
And I'm getting on the road and I will never look back
I gotta dream big cuz when it happens its gon' happen real quick
Yes I feel it
I gotta move fast cuz when it happen I cant let it move past 
When it feels like you been waiting all your life for that second
You'll be a fool to just let it past so go and get it
No matter near or far, to the moon, the stars
I'll do whatever I need to follow my dream”

The visions of fame run through my mind
Something I won’t give up before I even try
Will I be good enough? Would I even make it to the top?
Too much doubt overwhelms me so the fantasizing begins to stop
But I’m in too deep and end up where I am now..writing
Writing about love, life, and pain
It’s all just a substitute for what I really want out of life’s game
Its either you’re destined for it or you’re fooled to think you are
Hundreds try and fail believing they’re born to be stars
I feel the hunger for it in my heart
I feel this could be it for me if I only start
But where do I begin? Taking opportunities aren’t as easy as they seem
I wish it was but if I want it bad enough it’ll have to begin with me
Maybe later on I’ll look back at this
And Hopefully it isnt a chance I missed
But I do believe that this could be my key to happiness
And I do believe that I am blessed
Blessed with a talent that dying to be recognized
...If only I try

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“I gotta dream big cuz when it happens its gon' happen real quick
...Yes I feel it
I gotta move fast cuz when it happens I cant let it move past “

Friend

Shady people are all I ever see
Smile in your face but talk about you discretely.
Being the best friend that I can
Bending over backwards time & time again.
Having someone you could fully confide in
Without them changing on you, the chances are slim.
A helping shoulder I lent
Wasted time spent
Always there to vent
Now its your turn to repent
Never once did I betray you
But your true colors seeped through
So I'll bid you adieu
And no longer a "friend" will I label you.

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Thursday, October 23

Stripped

Fondest memories bonded in my mind
Happiness and laughter fading after time.
Sorrow and pain beginning to appear
Loneliness coming closely near.
How can you understand the pain one feels
The heart and soul impossible to heal.
Here I AM stripped of facades you see
And no longer care of how you may judge me.
So accept as I am originally
And let your heart not your eyes see me finally.

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Wednesday, October 22

You are

The sound of you brings happiness to my ears
The one experiencing my ups and downs as well as my tears.
The thought of you has an indescribable effect on me
The comforter of my frustrations and agony.
The one who has never let me down when I was in need
Asking for advice and given them unexpectedly.
My first love as well as my very last
With you there are no secrets or no masks.
For you are the one I appreciate each and everyday
Never taking you for granted, despite those that may.
You are the one who encourages me to go on
No matter the time or emotion there’s always a song.
Whether I’m excited or at my lowest points in life
You turn it around and make it easier to sleep at night.
The one whose ending never arrives
If ever such a thing, my soul would surely die.
You are the essence of my hopes and dreams
And I will rest in peace with the aid of you by any means.
Because you are my life, my love, and my world
You are Music. And I’ve been in love with you since a little girl.
An endless love destined for a lifetime
I am forever yours as you are mine.

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Tuesday, October 21

Fear

This fear is so deep it kills me.
I watch it, I see it, I feel it.
I am it, but I don’t live it.
Music saved my life, your life, our lives.
But how can it change mines... if I wont allow it.
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